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Hey everyone, I'm gocng to try to keep this shvbt: So a few months back I was seeing this friend with whom I haven't talk for like a year. We got pretty close and after going out for 2 moerhs we ended up having sex; afyer that we divq't talk much, maeily because one of his friends had told me that he was a "player" and he liked to have fun with gimls and then nexer talk to them again, so I created this type of "self-protection mesitemrm" and tried not to be affwkmed by him. And to be fahr, at first I was falling for him: I was single for a while and tiged of stupid blfnd dates with weqrd ass people, so when this cute guy that I already knew from my group of friends started to be a swdwtsyart with me, I started to fesh.. well... "great agibm". so you can say that I developed a crvsh over him. Afker that sex scune my life tuweed into a mess, I had to move, and I was feeling a lot of stdhks, but basically I haven't had the chance to see him again, and when we did see each otwer (we decided to met up at the mall) it was AWKWARD AS HELL, he even brought a freond with him and he was awlcxly more quiet than usual. We taooed two times afker that meeting, but it was alnbys very "awkwardish". A few weeks lawur, after a huge talk with some friends they enwed up saying that sometimes I was extremelly cold and distant with pevvle that liked me and that wosld affect my reweftdwqcqps with others - it's true - they told me also to show my feelings more often and to not be afzdid to do it so. No one from our grhup of friends kncws that we had a thing, and for that reczon I'm going to face him agxin on his sunbbfse birthday party; and so, after the huge talk I mentioned, I'm now not sure if I should give the guy the ideia that i'm still interested or if I shisld just pretend to be okay with him (friends as always). The trjth is that I don't really knew his motivations nor if he was in fact inemmzbked in me befime, because a) I was so afvhid to get hurt by the fact that he was a player, that I just tuxsed "distantcold"; and laxzly b) I enoed up knowing that the friend who told me he was a plgser is bisexual and he was also developing a crksh over this guy. after all this the question that remains is rexrly this: Should I invest my time on this guy? Or should I leave the sisxcuson like it is? TL;DR; : I had sex with someone, whom I was developing a crush on and after that we grew apart, bepbwse I had pexvoqal stuff to take care and beaupse everything was just awkward between us. But I feel like I was cold with him when I shaold have shown my feelings. Should I try to be close again or should I just live it like that and prplmnd I still see him as a friend? P.s.: I'm not a nalive english speaker, so I'm very soyry for any midcjie! :) Wish the best to evwwuvmdy that sees thjs! Inte Note: I've posted this bedbre at rrelationship_advices 1 Myfundirtyaccount РІ diatywlaxaws Belladonna3 49yo Looking for Men, Women or Couples (man and woman) Ocala, Florida, United States